Madness and Misses

I took the courage to woke up
Sober with pain and misery
Wish I could be stuck and don't give up
On the day before this misery

I woke up with this eagerness
Carry a smile in this poker face
Even if I miss you like crazy
I just keep my self so busy

But the memory of yesterday never stop
It keeps coming and going pop
The picture of you, your very smile
Freezes me and stop my world for a while

This sickness of  missing you
Made me sad, made me blue
I'm trap with this madness
This happen when I feel too much misses

Just Get Here

The scribbles in my mind made me think
Waiting for you made me sink
Will someone knock on my door
For I can't wait forevermore

Each seconds that pass
Is a memory of the past
The time that I spend waited
Is the fuel that made me hated

Wish you were like an instant
So that I will no longer hunt
Your beauty that is so appealing
Your sweetness that is so captivating

Please be here, be here my love
By trail through hail or by dove
Just get here and be here 'till beyond
Just get here if you can

Try to Fix You

Like a broken watch I continue
Skipping light of red and yellow
Yet it hits the same exact time
Giving this new paradigm

The hate instead of love
As black as white as dove
The love that was hated
Continue to grow and get wasted

No matter what and how we resist
This kaleidoscope will continue to twist
This karma of upside down
Put a smile from a face of frown

Even if, you just whisper
For I will surely hear
I'll always be there for you
And surely I will try to fix you